judge me NOT

Project TWO

2009-06-07T16:38:00.001+08:00

OUT OF THE USUAL. as always.

2009-05-10T18:17:00.003+08:00

As unusual as it may sound, my lecturer hacked my facebook account.
What was worse was that she created a mess out of my facebook.
AND made me NOT who i am.

just to be clear. the weirdness u might find suspicious on my facebook profile or elsewhere is prolly not me. it was my lecturer.

Oh Gosh. I'm surrounded by weirdness.

LONGEST ENTRY BY FAR.

2009-05-09T15:39:00.003+08:00

It seems that on every weekend. At around this time of the day, there is this particular estate occupant of mine that blast his/her unique choice of music until the whole estate literally begs for mercy of silence. Best part is we cant quite detect the occupant. Just loud, highly mentally agonizing sound waves passing through our poor eardrums. spare my rotting eardrums please.

*plugs in her yellow headphones*

Anyhow, I'm feeling a tad confused about my future. STILL. I cant decide if i want a nice life or a luxurious life. there is obviously a vast difference of the words mentioned. Thus, i confide to the very man that brought me to the world, he told me that i should just do great in whatever i do and sooner or later the puzzle will fall to its place. i wanna believe what he says is true. however, I'm not doing GREAT at what i do. which worries me much.

honestly, i get very envious of those at my age and already chasing their dreams and fairing well with it.

*blast out her coldplay playlist*.

okay. the longest entry so far.

2009-05-03T16:10:00.002+08:00

i rather not be invovled.
you dig?

heal the world

2009-04-23T22:05:00.003+08:00

Since yesterday was earth day...

also since... yesterday was a special day for me and shakir...

hmmm... if only i had her vocals and shakir plays the guitar. HEH.

loser

2009-04-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

I gave up on school ever since year 2. and by school i dun mean my education. i never gave up on that. strangely my efforts never really showed. sad.

SO.....
Im not looking forward for school.

:(

jigglypuff

2009-04-08T12:06:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

OUCH OUCH

2009-03-26T21:39:00.004+08:00

I could have been THAT close to Chris Martin if i went.
I COULD HAVE SEEN HIM PERSPIRE for god sake.

ok dah.
SYU AND SHANNA. PLEASE TELL ME YOU BOUGHT THEIR MERCHANDISE FOR ME....

i'm not complaining.

2009-03-22T00:17:00.006+08:00

I SACRIFICED....

firtsly, my HONGKONG TRIP.
secondly, SEEEING CHRIS MARTIN.
thirdly.... KISSING PHARRELL.
forthly, HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS
andddd

LASTLY... HAVING FUN ON MY HOLIDAY.

and im so stupid my GPA IS BULLCRAP.

hmmmmmmmmm........
aside from all the poopy-ness....

HAVE FUN....

you should visit me over at woodlands once u arrive back safely back at SG.
AND THEN! u have the permission to brag about your Hong Kong Trip AND SEEING CHRIS MARTIN AT HONGKONG. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(:

boooohooo

2009-03-20T12:50:00.002+08:00

i tried to not feel poopy.
but im very poopy because they changed the timing for NERD.
and i cant go.

i want to kiss pharrell.

I want to bring out all kinds of things that is buried deep in my heart.

2009-03-20T11:56:00.006+08:00

thus, i want to start a diary like Anne Frank.

it honestly amazes me - her maturity at such a tender age.
god knows how juvenile i was at the age 13.

From sue

2009-03-15T23:45:00.002+08:00

to Me and Shakir.
(:

OK HAPPY PLEASE

2009-03-08T14:09:00.006+08:00

aside from the dread, im happy beacuse:

1)HE MADE IT TO TOP 13. AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!

AND HE MADE IT TO DUHHHHHHH......

my idol fever is running high now, cos anoop dog and gokey-both whom i adored since their first audition is in the top 13. so yeah. I CANT WAIT!

2) Im glad that most of my friends can now move on with a new chapter to their lives. CHEERS TO A NEW CHAPTER!

3) OK, actually. there is no third reason to why im happy. but just for the sake of it, day-time television rocks.

i wanna sleep but i cant. sigh.
ok happy happy.

a love that will last.

2009-03-08T00:59:00.004+08:00

there, here is a sign.
so please don't leave me like this.
least you could do is text back.

sooner or later

2009-03-03T02:34:00.001+08:00

Somewhere at some point of your life when everything around you becomes too complicated, you just need something easy to run to. That comfort zone you can fall back on.

Sadly and unfortunately, it's hard when you lead very seperate lives.
because at the end of the day, no one understand you best but yourself and god.

you are your own bestfriend.

with that i shall survive today.

Realise.

2009-02-26T22:45:00.003+08:00

It actually borders me to a very grave extend that Malays are ashamed of being Malay. At almost everytime i question why, the answer is often because being Malay is being related to the M&Ms and everything else bad in this world.

One may fail to realise that these M&Ms have to get their idea of blonde hair, tapered pants, roudy behaviour from somewhere! It could be the influence of westernasation, it could be because of their broken family background, the lack of guidance and everything else in between. It maybe fact that these young restless souls have brought us many shame as a community. Nonetheless, wouldnt it be better if instead of just dissing our own race and proclaiming the embarrasement of being malay, we guide and support each other to be better. All the other races are doing it, and look how far they come.

OK FINE... AT LEAST! stop dissing and and hating the fact your malay.

IT PISSES ME OFF!

hello there!

2009-02-01T21:24:00.004+08:00

I've not touched you ever since 2009 started. So i figured, this might make things a little more interesting around here. Plus, its been speculating on facebook quite a bit and i've been itching to do it. Here goes...

1. I was 85kg once in my life. So i hate it when people use the word FAT around me.

2. I think that UTT is the most gorgeous man alive. Even if it is rumored he's gay.
all the better i say (:

3. Till this very day i regret breaking up with Shakir. Now he is already in NS :(

4. I'd be gay for Audrey Hepburn.

5. I love it when i share something genuienly in common with someone i'm close with.

6. I will travel the world.

7. I miss my PE teacher, Mr Kok alot.

8. I was the biggest Britney Spears and NSYNC fan when i was 9.

9. Angelina Jolie and Brat Pitt to me are the hottest couple alive. I totally forgive Brat Pitt for dumping Jennifer Aniston.

10. Ever since they invented bubble tea, i have been an addict.

11. I'm in love with Pandas.

12. If i go grocery shopping with my mum or my bibik, i'll be the one bringing the reusable grocery bag. I'm trying my very best to save our planet.

13. I realised that im technophobe. Me and technology are sworn foes.

14. I absolutely cannot stand bugs and lizards.

15. I love butterflies when there are at least 10m away from me.

16. I wish i could start an evolution and spread the malay culture to the world just
like the americans have. HAHA I WISH.

17. In my house there is a guitar, keyboard and a violin, all of which are un-used. I USED to play those mentioned, but kinda lost interest halfway.

18. I read books just for the stories that is why i believe my spellings sucks real bad.

19. I want to migrate to UK one day.

20. I've been planning names for my future son and daughter already. HAHA

21. I'm actually running out of ideas. LOL

22. I love humourous people.

23. I really like having a good conversation by which knowledge is shared.

24. I'm trying my very best to be a good muslim.

25. Lastly, being sixteen was the best time of my life, I'm gonna brag about it to even my great great grandchildren. HA HA.

26. and just to make it uniquely Putri Liyana, i'm gonna end with the number 26, because it's my favourite number (:

screw the world, cos im awesome like that.

2008-12-20T16:19:00.001+08:00

Im your biggest fan love.
HUHU.

2008-12-17T22:45:00.003+08:00

It used to work. So I'm gonna take my chances here.

It has not been well. But i hope i will smile again.

that's all.

And honestly, John Legend should just sit and play the piano. He looks sexy just like tat. Dancing on Ellen was such a mistake. then again, I Love him anyways.

it is in forgiving that we are forgiven.

2008-12-08T21:58:00.006+08:00

Watch it because, true words are not fine-sounding, fine-sounding words are not true.

selamat aidiladha (:

hubba hubba......

2008-11-26T22:40:00.004+08:00

*drools like that disgusting train advert on the green line*

you will notice how in the actual video all he does is walk around and is in the same outfit- black biker jacket, then he takes it off and he's in a black singlet and he puts on the black biker jacket- he's not even doing the "sexyback" thang. yet he is still hubba hubba......

HAHAHAHA.

One, Two, Three, Four. LOVELY

2008-11-24T20:14:00.005+08:00

Just like how they swept me off my feet with Hey there, Delilah...

1, 2, 3, 4.....

they did it again.

Give me more lovin from the very start.
Piece me back together when i fall apart.
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
Best that i've had.
I'm so glad that i found you.
I love bein around you.
YOU make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
Theres only one thing two do three words four you.
I love you.

Wat does IT refers to?

2008-11-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

I'm ready for IT.

Seriously... who am i kidding?
and somehow, somehow... i think you dun care.
do you?...

:'(

you dun know my name.

2008-11-10T22:12:00.004+08:00

I'm genuinely proud of you.
To a wonderful-est future ahead.

(:

that's all.

GO WILDCATS!

2008-10-30T22:31:00.005+08:00

you can say a hundred and one things about this movie.
and if it is one thing I've learned from critical reasoning skills....
everyone has their own opinion and own reasons to everything and anything.

and my take on high school musical three...
AWESOME! BOLLYWOOD STYLE.

Wild cats sing along
Yeah, you really got it goin' on
Wild cats in the house
Everybody say it now
Wild cats everywhere
Wave your hands up in the air
That's the way we do it
Lets get to it
Time to show the world

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come true

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

mampos. buta aku.

2008-10-27T23:56:00.003+08:00

Note to self: NEVER watch a movie, if you don't feel like it.

Happy Deepavali especially to Shanna and Sarveswary and all the other hindus.
Obviously the two mention are my favourite(:

shakira and I

2008-10-27T01:39:00.002+08:00

Don't you worry there my honey
We might not have any money
But we've got our love to pay the bills

Maybe I think you're cute and funny
Maybe I wanna do want bunnies do with you if you know what I mean

Oh lets get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
Lets get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance
Lets get rich and build a house on a mountain making everybody look like ants
From way up there, you and I, you and I

Well you might be a bit confused
And you might be a little bit bruised
But baby how we spoon like no one else
So I will help you read those books
If you will soothe my worried looks
And we will put the lonesome on the shelf

don't we all Ingrid?....
i love-love her long time.

monday to wednesday

2008-10-15T20:31:00.005+08:00

that was birthday.
we are both better looking real life compared to the picture.(more of him actually. im just fat.)
i look spastic and he, HAHA, HE... was just wondering wat the fuck he was doing hugging me. HAHA. (prolly cos its my birthday? and he wanted to make me happy BUT)
RETARDED.

HAHAHA.

i realised i love school (:
Im in the same GEMS as "mister KEREK nak mampos". it was a sign i must stop calling him tat thou. Before gems we were all talking of how KEREK he is and there he was in the same gems as us. blahhhhh~~~!
love England thou.

My sneak-out of gems class today was adventurous HAHA. Nevertheless, successful! Thanks to the Chinese guy behind and naughty people like Carven, Sue, Jannah and Rizal. I SNEAKED FOR A REASON OK. my BTT. WHICH... im honoured to say.... i PASSED!

which then makes me a proud owner of THIS!

HAHA. yeah. generally, my days have been exciting and i love it.

OH and sue was sooo cheeky. she saw this photo....

and immediately wrote this on her blog.

AYYYOOO U IN TROUBLE~ I SAW SOMETHING~
YES YOU
YOU'RE READING THIS NOW

frankly, sue... your hilarious.

ok dah.

Aidilfitri 2008.

2008-10-08T14:12:00.005+08:00

Raye is the time i go kid crazy. HEHE.

His name is A-dam. but I call him Adam.

he knows how to spell batman and spiderman but not his own name.

Her name means Victorious Fragrance. in direct Arabic to English translation.

she is indian by race. and is sooo COMOT!

once she turns 4 she is going to be a pianist. OH GOSH.. UPSKIRT. HAHA

when will they learn to keep still when taking a photo. HAHA.
I LOVE THEM ANYWAYZ..... (:

more will come. trust me.

MUST WATCH!

2008-09-30T01:26:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

AND.....

2008-09-29T00:56:00.001+08:00

saye jiwe melayu babe.....

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2008-09-29T00:36:00.002+08:00

i looovveeee old sweet Pakciks and kids.
one thing for sure.. they just lead their way to my heart (:

zoooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmm!
seeing those cars swoooshhh by me was awesome! the solid turns. WAHH SHOIK AH!
(:

I'm into baby seals now. i find them utterly adorable! i really hope one day i'd have all the money in the world to either be up close with one or own one..

gosh they are unbearably adorable!

and so are pandas.

and so are... rabbits. and cats. and all the fussy,clean furry animals.

because it's like tat yalll

2008-09-25T01:39:00.003+08:00

because hunky monkey has this awesome ring-ting-a-ling to it. and because your SO hot like that.

hehehahahoho.

on another note, i think the Jonas Brothers are annoying. no offense to the screaming teenage girls.. but my ear drums burst every time i hear their screeching and my heart is burnin up cos i just want them to shut up! i dun even think they are good looking.

OK DAH.

2008-09-22T02:18:00.001+08:00

i sound too sad. pfffttttt!

in a state of delusion.

2008-09-22T01:45:00.006+08:00

it's "ordinary days" like this that makes me miss you most.

you'd carve a smile upon my face.
and intoxicate my soul.

filthy it was, you were the only one capable of that temporary joy.
too bad..
too bad....

someone save me from this nightmare.
*slaps face*

your average like tat.

2008-09-17T22:50:00.005+08:00

I've equivalent numbers of As, Bs, Cs and D+s for my results this time round.
If your wondering if I'm satisfied with my result. NO im not!

for the record, im !@#@#@##%%^^^!!! worried bout my future right now.
pfffttt!

what is gonna happen to me!!?
oh crapppppp....

Raye spirits just went from sky high to low low low low low..............

RATU HATIKU

2008-09-15T23:06:00.003+08:00

Aku memang suka pada dirimu
Namun aku ada yang punya
Lebih baik kita berteman
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra.....

on my way back, my mum was blasting this song out loud and we were screaming to it. yep, you heard tat right... my mum.

chey chey chey... my mum, Makcik Rock!

Daniel, my nephew over in KL calls me "Makcik" now. all thanks to my cousin who finds "Makcik Liyana" utterly amusing and has been brain washing his son. oh god have mercy. "auntie" sounds more glam okay..

and now that i have all my Raye necessities, my Raye spirits is sky high.

i love RAYE (:

i hate updating without photos. really. i want to show the world how adorable Daniel is, when he still is. HAHA.

They say love ain't fair, but I'm doing fine.

2008-09-11T22:14:00.004+08:00

ive been trying so so so hard to upload photos.
but they just wont budge.
pfffttttt.......

and me, drew, and a girl name shoe have been actively exchanging offline msges.
other than tat, ive been spending some good quality time with mister bed and misses teeeveee.
i've been posing with the new shades i received from ain last friday. i feel like putrey hepburn with them on. HAHA.
i think i can cook really well now. but i suck at baking. i can literally burn the house down if it werent for alice, who always saves the day.
i wanna run as often as naqib does. but never never do.
ahhhhhhh wellll...........

and im reminiscing bout the past too much.
it gives me huge migraines. and very odd dreams.

another ahhhhhhh welllllllll............

HELLO MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA.
(:

"jgn nangis dong, nanti batal puasanya.."

2008-09-04T22:58:00.005+08:00

I seriously LOVE the new layout i made for you sweetie(:

AND SO Ramadan is taking its toll on me. For the fact I'm such a weakling,(not physically but more emotionally) I've been weeping a lot lately. Mainly due to the books I bury myself with and even more so, when i sit alone at the balcony thinking of all the sins I've done lately.

I wish i was a better person,
a better daughter,
a better Muslim.

I cry and cry just thinking of how I've not lived up to my own expectations. Thankfully, she came to my rescue. My dear Alice. She comfort me with her wise words and blurt out her random indo humor and almost instantly, i feel better. She has this effect on me-she just know what to say. For that I'm truly grateful i have you in my life. Like seriously.

FYI: Alice is my 4-year long bibik. We've been through our ups and downs. Almost like siblings, we have our fair share of arguments and differences. But lately, we've been on each others good side. If you know me well enough, you'd know i use to complain a lot bout her. But being that long lost sister i never had, its like that malay saying, "Air dicencang takkan putus."

cheyyy..
well enough said. i really needed to pen this one down.

WALL.E

2008-08-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

PUT PUT PUTTTTTTTTTT
POO POO
PLOOOP!

AND ITS ALL OVER BABY.

NOW.........
LET'S START WITH WALL.E
and stuffing myself with Ben&Jerry's.
and maybe a few more sins before i turn holy.
and begin shall my Ramadan tradition.

and perhaps this Ramadan, new surprises awaits.
eyyyy who knows! I'm keeping my spirits high.
(:

WALL.E
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

sjdoasdiasodjasldakdkkkkk.

2008-08-23T23:46:00.005+08:00

AGAIN, instead of studying i decided to change this little baby.
been SOOOOO long since i did anything to it.
and honestly. simple is the way i like it.
i decided to make the tagboard disappear cos i figured, who on earth tags! i get tags like just once in 102910291029days.
So, it's just you and me now buddy.
the links are below. so its easier to escape once you (whoever you are reading) can exit quickly and run away from this bore.

still, HAVE A NICE DAY.

i'm puttttted from all this studying.
plus the rain is just LOVELY.
i feel like standing in the rain and singing 'Standing in the rain' with Jamie Scott strumming his guitar while i just gaze into those lovely eyes and we turn around in circles holding each others hand like two madly in love people.

can someone kidnap him and wrap him up like a Christmas present with a ribbon on top and FedEx him to me pranto?

HAHAHAHAHA.

that's all.

UH-OH, there is mentoring tumolo......................

SingFest 2008 Day Two.

2008-08-13T00:59:00.002+08:00

That was For all the SEXY MEN OF SINGAPORE, NURESAH and AISHAH.

AND THIS IS FOR MY LADIES.

TWO words. YUMMY Jamieee.

and i was terribly WRONG about One Republic sounding horrible live. As it turns out, they sounded AWESOME and was my FAVOURITE PERFORMANCE after Jason Mraz.
SO its
HIM.

and then

THEM.

AND THEN HIM!

HAHAHA.

and THANK YOU MUSER for peanut. or none of this shots were possible.

10 DAYS LATER, and i still get Post-Event syndrome. 3rd August was UNFORGETTABLE AND FREAKISHLY SPECTACULAR.

okay. i'm done.

If looks could kill, honey.

2008-08-12T23:37:00.005+08:00

Im suppose to be studying right now.
INSTEAD, i came out with a list of girls/women i'd totally go gay for.

1. Audrey Hepburn. (DUH. I made this public already. I'd totally be gay if she is alive) HAHAHAHAHA
2. JESSICA ALBA. (H-O-T! PANAS.......!)
3. Natalie Portman (She's Jewish. err... yeah.)
4. Jacinda Barrett (She looks as sweet as HONEY. and REDS ARE IN!)

5. Samaire Armstrong (i LOVE ANNA. so DUH!)

6. Agyness Deyn (She does Short justice!)
7. KATE WALSH (I just watch private practice. and HONEY, at 40 u still look STUNNING. my bibik said it was something about her eyes. which i totally agree.)
8. Rachel Bilson. ( She date/dated Hayden Christensen and Adam Brody. They can't both be wrong about her.)

HAHAHAHAHA.

for the record, i can't be gay for nuts. Its just not my style.
a friend once total me that I'd be the last person on earth that ever be gay. HAHA.

okay, i should be studying huh.

LAST I CHECKED, they'll be in Singapore come October. PLEASE PLEASE COME!

2008-08-07T23:26:00.003+08:00

The Dark Knight is a cursed film i tell you.

First it was some effects technician guy who died during the filming.
Then it was Heath Ledger's very tragic, untimely and accidental drug overdose.
Then it was Christian Bale assaulting his family members.
NOW, it is Morgan Freeman! In serious condition after a car accident.

HOLY COW.

THIS IS W-E-I-R-D.......................

how deep is your love?

2008-08-07T22:28:00.006+08:00

Note to my Darling and Sayang: Things will be better. Stay strong. Putri's here for you(:

This was when they were in Singapore yaw. And i was definitely part of the choir(:

I'll know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again

And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love

How deep is your love, how deep is your love?
I really mean to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down
They should all just let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour
You're my savior when I fall

And you may not think that I care for you
Well you know down inside that I really do
And it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?

I made it pour like cats and dogs singing this lovely song today. Obviously, when I sang it wasn't close to lovely. Inara George did it beautifully DUH.

rain rain, come again.

afterall...

2008-07-31T23:14:00.003+08:00

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

we are just ordinary people afterall....

my dark knight.

2008-07-31T21:28:00.008+08:00

Hardly anyone i talk to understand my ultimate devotion of my favorite superhero BATMAN. They find it utterly ridiculous and absolutely abnormal. Mainly cause I'm a girl and BATMAN "Can't turn his head!" Which i would like to clarify, in the recent BATMAN movie,THE DARK KNIGHT, HE CAN!

SOOOO YEAHHHHHHHHHH.....

ive decided to write this:
THE REASON WHY BATMAN IS MY HERO
(geez.. this sounds like primary school composition)

Batman has no cool ass superpowers that actually make him as compatible to Superman, Spiderman, the flash, Green Lantern, Wonderwomen etc etc.. So technically, Batman is in this whole different league of superhero-ness. He is just an ordinary being like you and me, just with a whole lot of money and a complete genius! And that is one of MANY reasons to why i LOVE batman. HE put his brains and money to good use(:

And the fact he is ordinary, makes him special because through all the mistakes that he makes and observes, he is able to reverse those mistakes and solve crime and fight twisted villans. Oh, and that is how he come out with new gadgets too! Make mistake using them THEN come out with cooler and better improved ones! Like the introduction of the BAT POD! HE MAKES HIS OWN GADGET OKAY... WHICH OTHER SUPERHERO DOES THAT !*stick out tongue*

And With reference to the current HIT MOVIE, THE DARK KNIGHT, its crystal clear that BATMAN, is not all about saving the world and LOVEEEEE.... HE IS MUCH MORE THAN TAT, he is HIGHLY intellectual and beyond words, the epitome of the word NOBEL. That is exactly the reason why, I SAY BATMAN, is a true hero. HE has no special powers but still WAYYYYYY AWESOME. AND THAT IS WHY, he has been my hero ever since i was 5.

Basically, i love batman alright, call me ridiculous, I LOVE BATMAN.
dah cukop......

okay... one more..
Lt. James Gordon: Because he's the hero Gotham deserves, but not the one it needs right now...and so we'll hunt him, because he can take it. Because he's not a hero. He's a silent guardian, a watchful protector...a dark knight.

(:

okay one more! this is how nobel BATMAN IS OK.
Even the core this movie is not about Batman, or The Joker for that matter but instead about Harvey Dent, and his transformation into Two-face. In a way the story is almost a Shakespearean tragedy of a man who goes bad. Sadly because of LOVE. LOVE is a tragic thing ey.. OK TAT IS BESIDE THE POINT.

Two-Face: You thought we could be decent men at indecent times. But you were wrong; the world is cruel, and the only morality in a cruel world is chance.
[holds up his coin]
Two-Face: Unbiased.
[looks at Gordon]
Two-Face: Unprejudiced. Fair.

okay dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................
bye.

HELL YEAH................

2008-07-20T22:59:00.004+08:00

look who i FINALLY MET(:

HEHE.
i just love ruffling her hair.

OH, AND I HAVE AWESOME NEWS. i shall share with you TOMORROW.
in the nutshell, i have AN AWESOME FRIEND AND AN AWESOMELY COOL LECTURER TOO.

WOOHOOOOOO!

yours truly, Putri Liyana Megat Mohd Yusof.

2008-07-19T21:46:00.008+08:00

WHO would SKREAK from the opposite side of the road when she sees the BRANDS chicken advert at a bus stop on the OTHER SIDE of the road?

ME.

WHY?

cos there is a full length shot of my pujaan hatiku, UTT.

aye curumba.

IM BRINGIN' SEXY BAG honey.
who sia take this pictureeee...?

it's raining cats and dogs SIOL.......

2008-07-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

"When I wrap my arms around you,
every mistake we made crumbles.
When I wrap my arms around you,
everything echoes a new song."

a perfect rhyme of THE perfect night.

THE DARK KNIGHT.

2008-07-13T01:18:00.013+08:00

For the record, i know i'd freaking have nightmares the very night.
BUT OH MY LORDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.........

I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT!

I WANT GALA PREMIER

TICKETS

ARGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

pretty please.
i even brought a kiddy size shirt for this very day. HAHA.

EVERYBODY NOSE.

2008-07-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

ALL THE GIRLS STANDING IN THE LINE FOR THE BATHROOM!
ALL THE GIRLS STANDING IN THE LINE FOR THE BATHROOM!
all the girls standing in the--[all the girls standing in the]
ALL THE GIRLS STANDING IN THE LINE FOR THE BATHROOM!
IM SO FUCKING HAPPY THEY ARE BACK!

ANDDDDD.........................

ALL I WANT TO FUCKING SAY IS I FUCKING LOVE MY BUNCH OF AWESOMENESS.
YOU MAKE THIS GIRL GLEE LIKE WINNIE THE POOH AND HONEY BEES.

ERK..

2008-06-19T01:06:00.005+08:00

It's such fun playing in the rain and cycling in a skirt.
so the kampung. HEHE.
BUT MY BUTT IS IN SUCH PAIN. HAIYAH....

OH AND, on the way back home, i saw Skinny, gorgeous curly locks, tall and fair.
pretty pretty boy. HAHA.

yet, my Ben Sherman is still a favourite.

GERAM AKU.

2008-06-17T00:07:00.001+08:00

HAIYAH... BUI TAHAN LAAAAA.

i NEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD to chop off my hair.

thanks to raidah.
HAHA.

TEEVEE.

2008-06-11T22:15:00.004+08:00

i shall improve my time management by organizing my time according to the TV guide.
sounds cool huh.

HOHO(:

LIKE FINALLY i caught V for Vendetta and watched it TWICE. and i loved every bit of it, i want to take up fencing.

and today i caught breakfast with tiffany's for the 2181391273 time. and i can just sit and stare at the teevee cause of audrey. but only today did i realised the harsh fact many around me has already, "SHE'S TOO SKINNY". STILL i wish i was audrey.

oh, and i told a friend once that i wish i would go "EEEEEWWWW" at the sight or the thought of food. which i dun. which explains my HUMONGOUS SIZE. HAHA.

and lastly, i FINALLY CAUGHT A MOVIE AFTER 2198371293827 long days and after missing 2138128371298371 good movies.

it was AWESOMELY ADORABLE. and i cried 28372191238 times during the movie. i was so moved by it and im NOT ashamed to admit tat i'm such a crybaby. PO is ADORABLE.

ok shhhsss....

and i had HAAGEN-DAZS FONDUE with fantastic four. and HEY you can NEVER go wrong with FONDUE. especially not HAAGEN-DAZS FONDUE. and especially when it is a treat too. HE HE HE

deep inside me.

2008-06-09T00:17:00.003+08:00

At the end of the day, it's YOU i look forward too, my potential nightmare.

DARN the bloody bullocks.

err.............

this is not making any sense is it?
it's not suppose to.

like when people say: "it's better that i keep running."
from what exactly? you will never know.

I'm running out of reasons.
or how you put it... lies.

boy you make me blue

2008-06-06T00:49:00.002+08:00

Maybe when i wake up, all of this will be over.
or not.

HE said: what is it with love? why is it tat every other living being seeks it?

SHE said: because, it is the closes thing one has to magic.

this clearly explains the difference of preference and perspective eyy..

my season one.

2008-06-01T19:51:00.004+08:00

The OC never made much sense to me when i was 13, but after watching re-run over re-runs, HEY, this happens real life.

have a look at this.

you know what they say, the way you spend new years eve, is the same way you'll spend the rest of the year?

sign, sealed, delivered in the OC itself, this is not half true.

and damn, i love anna.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOMECOMING.

retard.

2008-05-30T21:28:00.005+08:00

Love don’t come so easily
This doesn’t have to end in tragedy
I have you and you have me
We’re one in a million
Why can’t you see?

this song i OH-SO love from rooney, has never made more sense to this life ever since i came across it.

and aside from that,

SHAWTY GET LOOSE, is the new SHYYYTTEEEE!
and it wont be long till this SHAWTY GET LOOOOSEEEEE.
2nd June is when all the PARRTTYY BEGIN.
OOOOoOoOoOoOoOOOO.. how so very fun.

if i could rap like T-PAIN, OHH BOY. i'd be one happy nigga.

PS: I have the bug. and when I have the bug, i get more then just retarded.

and i think, i have awesome girlfriends who have big boobs which are so awesome to play "wiggle the boobies" with.

OMG, WHO'S READING THIS?

here we go again.

2008-05-24T23:41:00.004+08:00

have it ever crossed your mind that maybe all it needed was a little more effort?

TERM TEST BEGINS MONDAY.
my only after school activity and company will be: study.
OH DEAR.

still the past few weeks was fun.
thank you ladies and gentleman, boys and girls.
you were all awesome company.

and random, i think i have REALLY HOT girlfriends. every single one of them.
HAHA.

so much happier.

2008-05-18T23:23:00.005+08:00

yes world, syu and everyone in between. obsessed would be an understatement.
the poor boy is probably going:
"CRAP! IT'S PUTRI! MY STALKER!"
HAHAHAHA.

OKK SHHHSSS.....

FOR MY FAVOURITE PAIN-IN-MY-ASS.
sneak me in for plain sunsets please?

and we still have much on our TO DO list huh. at least we settled ice-kachang without kachang(:

DO NOT DISTURB.

2008-05-17T15:38:00.003+08:00

im preoccupied and seduced.

oh where is the love?
(:

OHH.. and RANDOM GILERR..
CATWOMEN is my FAVOURITE SUPERVILLAINESS.
MEOW.

be my batman. i'd be your selina kyle.
HOHO.

silly silly for you.

2008-05-15T00:17:00.006+08:00

Honestly, i've been saving this very fact for this very place only.
so here it goes.

I bumped to"Mister-Putri-has-a-silly-little-crush-on- you-since-pre-poly" while buying fruit juice during lunch. and goodness, your smile i can't bare. when u said "HI putri" in that charming voice of yours, i swear my heart skipped a beat. although we had a pretty silly conversation and i made it pretty obvious i didn't want the conversation to end by refusing to respond to the auntie after repeated "yes, what you want?" that 5 minutes of nothingness was bliss. and of course the aftereffects. WOW.

silly nothings makes my days(:
and makes me sing melodies of bliss...

It's not everyday
That I meet a person quite like you
Perfect every way..

HAHAHAHAHA.
OK SHSSHSSS....

give me some HAHA-S

2008-05-02T23:26:00.007+08:00

Doesn't that put silly HA-HA-HA smiles on your face?
I wish i was six and as "WELL-VERSED" as he is.
I'd be living an awesome life for sure.
NYEAHAHAHA.

Speaking of which... i am in a state of denial.
In a sense, if i were to ever have kids of my own, i won't EVER want them to be like me.
GO FIGURE. HAHA. i suggest, don't bother(:

I adore Calvin and Hobbes as much as MISS FU.
Shima reminded me she loves inserting Calvin's silly faces on her Chemistry power points and notes.
Bill Watterson, you are pure genius.

~~i made you something you won't even see. i've given up sigh-ing though.~~

a breathe of fresh air.

2008-04-27T19:46:00.002+08:00

On a whole different note,

RANDY: (Standing ovation)
PAULA: Its like movie soundtrack (i can't agree more)
SIMON: A karaoke session to a breathe of fresh air.

What more is there to say?
I can't help but be hooked.

David Cook - Always be My Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
'Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die no....

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I aint gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be back baby
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my, my baby

when u know you gotta make things right.

2008-04-27T12:50:00.004+08:00

She waited for me early Saturday morning. Hidden in the dark, she sat at the corner of the sofa. Obviously, i got a little nervous and went up to her smiling hoping that she doesn't say a word. True enough, she didn't, but you could see it in her eyes, she wasn't please. Still i thank my lucky stars she wasn't furious and decided to give her a light peck on her cheek and whispered "i love you, goodnight". Clearly i was just avoiding being nagged at. She sensed that and gave me the benefit of a doubt and accepted it as good gesture. She went straight into her room without saying a word and i gave a sigh of relieve.

The very next morning i was awoken by the repeated bellowing of my name. It was her calling. She was ill. I had a sudden rush of panic.

Often enough, i neglect my priorities. I set them straight. Family before fun. But often then most i get them all messed up. However, at that very moment i knew that i cant forever in my life press the snooze button to my responsibilities. Being the only child doesn't mean, easy life. I understood long ago that i have to be responsible for my parents. They have given me their all and the least i could do is spear them my time and be there when they need me. Instead of making them worried sick for me half of their life, make them proud of me. Believe me, i know. But sometimes when everyone's having the time of their life, you cant help but be apart of it.

I blame myself for being a useless daughter. but i made a vow to change. Set things right, be a better daughter if not an excellent one.

I pen this down not to gain sympathy but to be my constant reminder that I have to change. Hopefully these aren't just words.

Oh, for those of you who actually read, she is doing better now. I'm glad i spend the weekends with her(:

i love you mama.

jeep beep beep.

2008-04-24T21:05:00.004+08:00

i fall again into this space even i can't bare.
because no one notice,
because no one really cares.
YET..

at least i can turn to you and gobble polarpuffs and share stupid little secrets.
and forget every other shit that happens around me.
your that true angle in disguise.
the apple of my eyes.
(:

HOHO.

and i've not seen CHEEBAI for the lonnngggessstttt time.
im starting to miss her. and furthermore she is like this makcik with backache which is not getting any better. OMG. GET WELL SOON NURESAH!

have you been to the clinic?

she likes pokok, i like cute baristas.

2008-04-19T23:49:00.006+08:00

it's like when we don't meet for the LONGEST TIME
we meet and its like
we take puffs and let go.......
in this trance only we both understand(:
like CK stand for Charles and Keith as well as Calvin Klein?
HOHO

IM SORRY WE COULDN'T DO MACAROONS and u keep seeing them everywhere.
they had to be "MACAM FAHAM!" (KNN!)
and I HAD TO BE BROKE. (NABEI!)
we go DEMPSY! (YAY YAY YAY!)

i adore cute baristas(:
and she adores POKOK(:(:

can't help but to get a bit emotional.

2008-04-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

aku sudah rindu banget......

unlike many, my ITP experience was AWESOME(:
I want my big sisterS, MFM, Mr.ABC, DADDY DANNY, Miss Apple-bottom-jeans, Alex Green, NISSAN and VICKS!

I miss my doses of HOT mid-aged females and ESPECIALLY MALES.

the end.

2008-04-11T19:03:00.002+08:00

OK SUDAH, CUKUP CUKUP!
TAMAT.

KABAAM goes my tastebud!

2008-04-09T10:57:00.006+08:00

and for my love and appreciation of food.
i will NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER NEVER EVER NEVER NEVER EVER AGAIN taste

WASABI(if you are a good friend, you'd know that)
and
GREEN TEA MUAHCHEE

to kill my tastebuds EVER AGAIN!
and to think i love everything green tea. GREEN TEA MUAHCHEE. WAS A KILLER!

eerkkkkk YUCK!

thanks ahhhh syuuuu......

the score is 1:1
& it stops there.

HAHA.

WHITE SHORTS and CUTE CHARMERS

2008-04-09T09:11:00.006+08:00

MCing was fun!
i'm still figuring out the whole "smoke machine" thing thou.
and i officially have an obsession with white shorts(:
OOOOOOOooooo......

OH and Leehan and Fanny made me feel like i had superpowers like Matt Parkman(:

ain't he a cute charmer(:

do you happen to notice that....

2008-04-07T15:31:00.003+08:00

I'm either too preoccupied for this
OR
I'm either too lazy for this.

eitherways, i've not been updating and i think that people don't actually care?
HAHA.

its my last week of being everyones favourite intern
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA NYEAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
and excited i am it is actually ending, at the same time... i'm gonna miss this much. i mean.. this the birth place of my addiction to apple bottom jeans and boots made of fur, the sanctuary of good looking women, HOT over-aged man and geeks that actually look really good and not to mention the place i pluck up courage to say words like "FUCK LA" "KAN-NI-NAH CHEEE-BYYY" "NAAAA-BEY!" (:

SO REALLY...i'm not being some exaggerated drama-mama when i say I'm gonna miss this place like FUCK!

HAHAHAHA

NOW NOW NOW.. there is more to this place then just vulgarities and HOTNESS.

i starts with....

2008-03-27T15:02:00.003+08:00

it started with a cake.
it ends with a cake.

sound OH-SO juno?

HOHO.
NO..... i didnt get horny/curious and made love with a geek and get pregnant and decided to send my baby for adoption and in between find comfort in a mid-aged guy who thinks i like him and then find out what a big loser he was and realized i really really like the geek. BASICALLY, i stole the it started with a chair. it ended with a chair thing. OK?

HAHA.

but when im ready to revile it all.. you bet it is a story worth reading.
OK BYE(:

COOOLLLLLLL....

2008-03-26T18:04:00.005+08:00

CHECK OUT MY NEW TAGBOARD!!!
I LOVE IT.
IT IS UBER COOLLLLLL!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(:

I'M STARTING TO FEEL.
AND I'M STARTING TO LISTEN TO SAPPY SONGS.
IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME?
I THINK SO. :(

because because.

2008-03-25T09:27:00.002+08:00

Because because
And when I'm tired, I'm so very tired
And when it's done, it's like I've killed someone

Because because
I'm weary of this melody
Because because
I want go get up off my knees
Because because
I'm tired of chasing you around
Because because
I'm lying prostrate on the ground
Because because
I'm sick of all the bones you throw
Because because
There's nothing from the seeds you sow
Because because
I can't remember why I'm here
Because because
It's all become so crystal clear

okay. im sorry for not being myself lately. its because because im not gonna say.

ANYHOOTS.........MUMMY said once i turn 18 i can learn how to drive!
CHEERS MUMMY! can i get a car too PLEASEEE...

HAHAHAHAHAHA(:

"STOPPPPP ITT SIAA!! SERIOUS!"

2008-03-24T14:00:00.003+08:00

All have been fooled by your well-embellished lies and hypocritical statements.
yes, all of you are. even i was(:

I've learned recently to what extend a hypocrite can actually irritate the SHIT out of me.
and this is the part i would usually go:
"STOPPPPP ITT SIAA!! SERIOUS!"

OKAY. YOU TAKE A GOOD STOP AND STARE AT THAT AND WE MOVE ON.

Actually... i've nothing much to say than i'm disappointed.
FUCK FUCK FUCK DISAPPOINTED.
there i said it.

i should stop it here. cos REALLY ive been dwelling on this way too much.
OH SYYYHHTTTEEE!

OH HAPPY THOUGHTS HAPPY THOUGHTS!
im gonna do soccer, tennis, badminton, swimming, dancing, singing, drumming, tutoring, studying, PRAYING and everything else that could be worth my time.

BBBBBLLLLLLLAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

when shit happens?

2008-03-20T08:59:00.006+08:00

"I dnt wan u to truely hurt or be terribly hurt.."
and then it hit me like a bullet shot.
thank you...

AND as silly as it sounds. and some of you would be like... "WTH!? COME ON LA.... DRAMA ONLY!" when we parted, i swear tears filled my eyes. I MISS HER MAD MAN. let's go play soccer! HAHA.

OH SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY.
ONLY FEW PEOPLE CAN MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY.
(:

HAPPY THOUGHTS HAPPY THOUGHTS.

C-U-T-E-TA-PHOBIC (:

2008-03-19T16:52:00.001+08:00

NYEAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

YOU KNOW. I KNOW.

2008-03-19T09:22:00.006+08:00

it has been ONE FREAKING MONTH since i last saw this CRAZY SAYANG.
and i'm glad she is still who she is ONE MONTH AGO(:
FTC!
HAHA.

yes.. i do love my acronym's(:

and... i CANNOT WAIT! CANNOT WAIT!
MY WAIT. MY ANTICIPATION... ITS OVER!
BECAUSE BECAUSE.............

AT EXACTLY 7.30PM @ boots and shoes, i will be meeting MY HUBBY!

see just how much i love her? HEHE.

OKOK. freak out for all i care.
YAY(:(:(:

AND THAT.. WAS ACTUALLY THIS.

I MISS THIS GIRLS. LIHUI! i will always remember you for this...
NI RANG WO XIN HUA NU FANG

you girls REALLY make my heart go bloom bloom. (:(:

2008-03-18T10:26:00.004+08:00

OH LOOK OH LOOK! its me in uniform!
i bet you dun get to see THAT often.

the days that are over.
and MADLY MISSED.

long hair. i want long hair!

2008-03-18T10:20:00.002+08:00

i kinda miss this.....

BOO!
so who's my date?

YOU MY BITCH?

2008-03-18T09:03:00.004+08:00

oh be the bitch for all i care.
and say what you want to say.
cos there will be no one to ruin my days.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

and then........ it goes back to square one :(

HUH?
WHAT THE HELLLL......

okay. erase and rewind that.

YOU KNOW, I KNOW, I HAVE HONEST FUN WHENEVER I'M AROUND YOU.

BEST(:

2008-03-16T21:54:00.005+08:00

days that are over.
BUT FUCK AWESOME!
and will remain in this puny little heart and mind.

clickONE
clickTWO
clickTHREE

it is really not tat hard to make my day. HEH.

2008-03-11T15:21:00.005+08:00

you're definitely NOT the only one having fun.
(:
this was one of the conversations i had with apple bottom jeans and boots of furr designer today.

JX: oi! you self-obsessed retard!
PUTRI: WTF!?
(JX points to laptop screen)
(which apparently has a picture of HER on tile)

PUTRI: *LAUGH OUT LOUD. BEAMS. AND SMILE LIKE A COMPLETE RETARD.* THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY. REALLY THANK YOU CHABO!
JX: OI! RETARD SIA YOU.
(looks closely to my screen.)
JX: ARLERR... its that famous actress right.. *in her cina accent* AOD-RAY HEPBURN ahh.
PUTRI: LOL. YEAH LA GENDENG! *smacks her butt!* that was for calling her a retard! she haunt you then u know.
JX: *stares closely into the screen again* BUT REALLY EH... look alike look alike!
PUTRI: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. MORE UNCONTROLLABLE LAUGHTER. THANK YOU(:
JX: *walks away* i know i made your day. later i find you batman. then ask him to ask you in a hand in marriage ok! then u will owe me a lifetime worth of lunch treats and beer.
PUTRI: WTF! batman like your friend only ah... random sia you! go do your work la!

just another day in the office full of "adult" humor and yadayada~

its not quite what u think it is. REALLY.

2008-03-10T19:49:00.007+08:00

SHANGRI-LA was a nice experience.
we were there since 1AM till 9.55AM.
All the music to our ears. All the new faces.
i was the youngest. thankfully they were a nice bunch.
i tried to stay wide awake through out so that i wont miss all the fun.
but as the sun greets us, my eyes failed me and i cuddled you tight and we drifted to dreamland till about 7.15AM.

THEN more pointless fun.
and POOF! it was time to check-out.
PICTURES? YOU WAIT.
hahahaha.

OIIIIIII! LETS GO LONDON OIIII!

see that bangla at the background. he's Adam Bloody Hot.
DUN TOUCH THIS! heh.
front man. he's syu's. DUN TOUCH TAT TOO.

stupid for you. like an idiot i tell you.

2008-03-09T18:10:00.002+08:00

It's not everyday
That I meet a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes...

I've fallen stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...
Oh, oh, oh, oh

OKAY. ITS JUST CAUSE SHE IS HOT.
and it is SO Chick Pop.
heh.

Apple Bottom Jeans. MY MINAH MOMENT.

2008-03-09T17:35:00.005+08:00

OH SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY.
AND DISGRACE TOWARDS THE APPRECIATION OF GREAT HIP HOP MUSIC I SHALL BE.
BUT THIS SONG IS THE SHHHIIIIIIITTTTT!

now now now. let's just keep this between us yeah?
HOHO.

Shawty got low low low low low low low low.............

JX I HATE YOU. its all your fault! now i addicted to M&M number one ring tone.
ALAMAK!

its just a phase. its just a phase. promise promise. haha.

this is a bit random ah... haha

2008-03-06T09:22:00.007+08:00

NAQIB..... OH YEAH HOR! tat video didnt cross my mind at all. it is much more similar.

NURES..... OIIIII RINDU PUNYE RINDU!!!

SYU! OLI SYU!

this is random. but can i do this again please?
time stop! time stop!

AND I MISS HIM MAD!

i heard he is in serangoon JC. MEANING screw riverside for teachers days. SJC... HERE I COME AH! haha.

MFM(:

2008-03-06T09:02:00.004+08:00

so this was what happened during lunch YESTERDAY.

MFM: PUTRI it's just me and you today. Let's go lunch!
ME: yeah lah.. the designers all left me already. BOO.
(made our way to favourite blue boy)
ME: i hungry la!
MFM: i can hear your tummy growling.
(me checks tummy and nodded)
ME: HAHA. you la bring me lunch so late.
MFM: got work rightt.... we go near near! club 9! let's go.
ME: can can.. HUNGRY!!!
(reached lunch destination)
ME: FINALLY. (SLAM THE CAR DOOR)
MFM: eh relax la...
(walk a bit to reach club 9)
MFM: ALAMAK! MONEY!
(runs back to car and get money)
MFM: OKAY CAN! 5bucks. just nice!
ME: ALAMAK! i tot can blanja! LOL.
MFM: HAHAHA. CAN LA CAN LA.
ME: aiyahhh... nemind la. kidding kidding.
(rushed to the malay stall to buy mee rebus. out of no where MFM came)
ME: auntie one mee rebus.
MFM: auntie one nasi lemak
AUNTIE: mee rebus $3
MFM: AUNTIE AUNTIE. PAY TOGETHER!
ME: ALAMAK BEST LA! HAHAHA.
MFM: PUTRI MAH.. MUST BLANJA LA.

OOOOOOO... SWEEETTT! (:
MFM is SO MFM.
and syu... i still have er.. till the end of my attachment at least. HEHEHE.
AND DAYANA. i love this. look how starstruck we were?

AYE CARUMBA!

i told you this life is NOT perfect.

2008-03-05T09:43:00.004+08:00

Where are we going?
please give me an ending.

notice how rapid fast time pass? when you really REALLY don't want it to.
(other than the fact i WANT this 2 months of attachment to pass by like THE FLASH)
I really wish time would stop.
simply because. I'm not ready. Not ready for anything and everything.
half of my lifetime, the answer is "i dunno".
i wish i had the answers to everything. i wish i could trust my guts. i wish that every decision i make is the right one.
i wish for the unreal. the impossible.

I hear that you have to make the mistake to learn.
WHAT IF.. i dun ever learn. WHAT IF.. i continue to make the same mistakes over and over again.

i have so many questions in this life i just leave unanswered. not that i dun want an answer. because because.. i'm not mature for the answer. and that leaves me vulnerable beyond words. so so weak. so fragile.

~~i need that knight in shining whatever.~~
and NO! it can be a girl. i just need someone to understand u know.
something like this..

MFM is bossman.

2008-03-04T20:26:00.005+08:00

I had a talk with boss man today.
A Good one.
He has been wit his girlfriend for TEN YEARS! and they are getting married come the end of this year. (which makes him uber faithful.)
AND mind you he is trilingual, HOT and LOADED and HE SENDS ME HOME WHEN HE STAYS AT TANJONG PAGAR and everything worth being called a "pujaan hati".

so that makes him MFM. (go figure that out)
HAHA. OOOOOHHHHH.... watever putri.
did i say he has a hot indo-chinese accent?
okay. i just did.
OOOOOOOOO........

OKAY. REALLY. you cant blame me because being single for god knows how many god knows months, I tend to sound desperate and practically going goo-goo-ga-ga over god knows how many guys at the same time?..
BUT ACTUALLY... im not la.
yall should know pujaan hatiku (:

see im faithful too. HEHE.

my savior.

2008-03-03T13:46:00.004+08:00

I've chosen this fate. So for all the damage and guilt that will befall me, i shall gladly go through it like a lady. that is my promise to myself.

So i really hope when i need u the most, you'd be here for me.
cos i know.. i can't do it alone.
alter-ego, be my savior.

okay really. what you have been reading this few days may not even be addressed to you. then again please remember that u will never know who I'm referring to. because only i do.

SO! Let's see how well we know one another. Shall we? (:

i'm a mind of my own.

2008-03-02T22:30:00.004+08:00

sexy legs.
intellectual.
intelligent.
have her mind of her own.
pretty faced.
sweet.
beautiful smile.
kind.
loves rabbits and cats.
sporty.
nice figure.
understanding.
PERFECT!

all part of the cliche. your walking living barbie doll? OH PLEASE.
keep dreaming boy.
no wait. i dun have a thing against ambitions and dreams. trust me i do have few of my own. just dun go boasting around about the unreal. control the ego.

and for the record,
when everyone wishes for the fugitive to be caught.
i wish for him to be free.
because in this life... many things are often left unjustified and prejudice exist.

he is unarmed. he wont hurt.
at least that is what i think.

ADAM..............

2008-03-01T22:29:00.006+08:00

Oh Dear Adam...
If only you knew what her heart is silently beating for,
Like her second-storey moments,
OH what seems like all miracles in the world is answered in your eyes,
Then maybe England to Here ain't very far.
But here we are stuck in Neverland.
i know this doesn't make any sense.
OH ADAM.....

Sélectionnez-moi, Choisissez-moi, Aimez-moi.
pour vous sont le seul qui crée toute la joie en ce monde.

OLIVER twisted! ADAM bloody HOT!

(:(:

2008-02-29T09:15:00.002+08:00

HELLO THE DAY TAT ONLY OCCURS EVERY FOUR YEARS!

TO ALL THE LEAPLING-S who for some strange or lucky reason to have stumble upon this,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(NOW i dun have to say tat ever again till maybe after 4 years passed)(^.^)

and NAQIB dude... COMPARE AND CONTRAST. hehe.
ADELE-CHASING PAVEMENTS

COLDPLAY-THE SCIENTIST

they are bout there la. not the same per.....
HAHA.

FEATHER.

2008-02-28T16:57:00.004+08:00

~~i cannot love my favorite number more.~~
ohh.. mummy wasnt happy. no she wasnt.

OH...
i dunno why. i dunno how. but ive been blog hopping and it seems to me everyone is saying the exact same thing. the same if not similar things i'm about to express.
I LOVE YOU. three simple words that would melt even a stone heart and YET and YET so overrated.
so i say, when will you know for sure what you hear or saw was indeed real?
did tat someone just say it for the sake of saying it?
did tat someone say it over guilt of NOT saying it?

for one i admit. my heart is a feather. you drop tat I LOVE YOU on me, i'd be blown away. and tat sucks u know. i really does.

LUCKY... NO ONE SAID TAT TO ME. and please dun try me. HEH.

~~oh MFB made me happy yesterday.~~
(:

UH-OH.

2008-02-27T09:12:00.001+08:00

my tummy sinking.
my eye twitching.
my heart racing.

OMG! RESULTS ARE COMING OUT 11.30AM!
OMG!

CATASTROPHE-IED!

2008-02-26T09:01:00.004+08:00

just maybe....
just maybe.......
it's worth one more try.
just one more.

REALLY. working in the office makes me feel really old and as if i have 5 starving kids waiting for me at home. OMG! im surrounded with all-grown ups! and all they ever talk about is marriage problems. house problems. road tax. bills. and all the other adult bull crap PROBLEMS! OH.. there are the other half tat tries so hard to be 18 when they really are 38. REALLY it doesnt work tat way dude! YOUR 38 for god sakes!

OHHHHH CRAP....
IM NOT READY TO GROW UP AND WAKE UP EARLY AND WORK AND HAVE A ROUTINE LIFE AND HAVE MARRIAGE PROBLEMS, KID PROBLEMS OR ALL THE OTHER BULL CRAP ADULT PROBLEMS!
OMG!
i want to be 16 all over again. :(

OH...... but ACTUALLY. i like my job alot.
i hang out wit HOT DESIGNERS AND HOT CHINA WOMEN(:
and i get to choose which car i wanna ride for lunch.
and sometimes when im lucky.. i get high-tea treats!
HEHE.

tat is mainly cos im an intern? and still SEVENTEEN.
so conclusion is still...
being and ADULT IS DIFFICULT AND TOO much of a CATASTROPHE!

OR MAYBE.. im just exaggerating a bit. HAH?

because my alter-ego said so.

2008-02-19T17:36:00.004+08:00

Ive made up my mind
dont need to think it over
if im wrong i am right
dont need to look no further
this aint lust i know this is love

but if i tell the world
i'll never say enough
cos it was not said to you
and thats exactly what i need to do
if i end up with you

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

i build myself up
and fly around in circles
waiting as my heart drops
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

or should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere.

the best song one can ever relate to. at least my alter-ego claims so.